Tonight, I feel worst than ever...
Chains of unpleasant events seem to pull me lower, and lower…
I just want a gentle pat on my shoulder, an understanding voice with just three simple words, “It doesn’t matter.”
But I didn’t realize the more I crave for this, the worse I ended up feeling…
I could hear my heart screaming out loud,
Trying to protest against those “critical and seemingly s/he-knows-all” comments I received.
“NO!! You dunno me!!”
Yea… I don't wanna care how you judge me…
I don’t care if I’m still wise…
Or someone ever understands…
I want it to be Just Me for this moment…
Shutdown & feel just Me…